Hailey Bieber looked back at her “lowest” point and recalled a time when she “didn’t want to be here anymore.”
The model’s mindset has turned “very dark” in the past, she told podcast host “Call Her Daddy” Alexandra Cooper when asked about her “lowest moment” on Wednesday’s episode.
“You can start thinking it’s not worth it anymore or that you don’t want to be here anymore, which I’ve had in the past,” explains Bieber, 25.
“When I get out of that, I think a support system is definitely the most important thing,” continued the former “Drop the Mic” co-host. “Sometimes I don’t think we can understand” [those thoughts] on ourselves.”
Bieber stressed the importance of being able to “express” those opinions rather than just treating them.
“You need to go to someone who feels safe for you and supports you in those thoughts, not make you feel like you’re crazy or that you’re wrong for feeling dark and deep and heavy,” she said, noting that her own self-talk often has the opposite effect.
“[I tell myself that] I don’t feel that way because I have a great life,” said the former ballet dancer. “My dialogue in my head feels like, ‘Get the f–k over it.'”
Bieber, who tries to be “more gentle” to herself, didn’t hold back in the rest of the bombshell interview, addressing her and her husband Justin Bieber’s sex life, as well as his past romance with Selena Gomez.
Before saying her favorite sex position is “doggy style” and sharing her thoughts on threesomes, Hailey described how Justin, 28, “closed a chapter” with Gomez, 30, before they got married in September 2018.
“I think it was the best thing that could have happened to him to move on and be engaged and get married and get on with his life in… a healthy way,” Hailey said of the brief reconciliation of the “Peaches.” singer with the “Only Murders in the Building” star before proposing to her in July 2018.
“I would never want to get into a relationship and get engaged and marry them and think in the back of my mind, ‘I wonder if that was really, like, closed to you,'” she noted.
“We were able to get back together because it was very, very completely closed.”