Former playmate Holly Madison described her sex life with Hugh Hefner as “hell” and “traumatic.”
Madison and fellow ex-playmate Heather McDonald went all out on life at the Playboy Mansion and their intimate experiences with the Playboy founder in the first episode of their podcast, “Girls Next Level.”
“He wouldn’t move. He would be like a bump on the log in the middle of the bed,” Madison, 42, said specifically about her sexual experiences with Hefner.
The reality TV star added that the women in the mansion “wanted” [the sex] as soon as possible’ because they ‘were not working on it’.
“We saw it as a job we had to do or we’d be kicked out of the house. Everyone just wanted to pass as quickly as possible,” said the “Holly’s World” star.
And group sex wouldn’t make it any better either. Both McDonald and Madison agreed it was “embarrassing” and noted that there was a lot of tension among the women.
“I can’t explain to you how embarrassing that whole routine was, especially because we got on the road later when there would be a lot of conflict with the other girls,” Madison continued.
“You literally sit there naked and having sex in front of a group of people who hate you and talk about you while having sex – and you can hear it. It was like hell.”
The author of “Vegas Diaries” went into detail about the first night she had sex with Hefner — who died in 2017 at age 91 — saying she was “so damn drunk” after a party in Los Angeles.
While he was taking a bath with other girls, another playmate called “the recruiter” called to Hefner and said, “Daddy…Do you want to get the new girl?”
“Not you, he’ll be on top of me before I know it,” Madison said. “I just remember feeling so dirty and so used.”
She went on to say she felt there was “no option” but to move into the mansion and “be a friend” after the first night she was intimate with Hefner.
“I think that whole experience [of living in the mansion] was traumatic for me,” concluded Madison.
She went on to work with Hefner from 2001 to 2008 before moving on to music festival promoter Pasquale Rotella.
The two – who met in 2011 and share two children – married in 2013. They broke up in 2018 and finalized their divorce a year later.